William and I have been talking a lot lately about family and how we feel about ours. It is amazing to me how often we think wow is this our life, how did I get this perfect life with two healthy, beautiful, kind and I must say perfect girls, a wild women dog and a gorgeous husband. I feel just so blessed and lucky. I think, how could things get any better than this. I may not be a millionaire, have a perfect body, be interested in a career, like to clean, be able to spell or really take a real interest in anything but shopping but I am the most blessed women on this earth.
William and I have asked each other does anyone else think like this "Oh My God Thank You my family is so wonderful" Some days I feel like I do not deserve this, and it really scares me, I wonder is this going to end? Our babies are the light of our lives. No really my family is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I relish in my family and their successes that is my true and only interest.
Alexis, my princess, was the easiest baby, she did not cry, whine and she loved to sleep even when she was sick. Now this did land her in the hospital with in 24 hours of her being home so maybe she should have been a little bit more cranky and then her first week of life may have been a little easier. She is still the perfect child, yesterday her teacher came to the car and said "I tell my mother Alexis stories everyday and the other day she said I do not even know Alexis but I love her" it is wonderful to be her mother and I enjoy just being in her presence.
Emme, my wild child, now she was a different baby she wanted us to know she was there and she wanted our attention but even though I know this was the truth, I swear when I look back I can not really remember how hard it was but I do know I talked to my mom about being overwhelmed with having a new baby who cried a lot and a 2 1/2 year old. My little munchkin is so amazing she is running as fast as possible, starting to form words and sentences, and she loves to eat as always. Wow she is growing up and I love her so much she is such my clone even though everyone thinks Alexis is my clone but really it is Emme, I see so much of myself in her it surprises me. ]
I feel an amazing swelling in my heart as I write about our family and the love we share. We are perfect and the reason we are perfect is we are truly happy.
Just a thought...Like beauty..perfection is in the eye of the beholder.
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
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